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Honestly, I don’t know what topic I will choose. I have really know idea what should I blog about. My other classmates chose to blog about confessions. Confessions? What I should confess? I have no secrets at all. I remember the quote from the Korean Novel “ Princess Hours”, the prince said that he didn’t believe in secrets because world knows your secrets (SL). Since I don’t know what I’m going to blog, I’ll go with the confession blog. The things I will confess are not that controversial and big deal, so this is how it flows.
Since elementary I have no passion and talent in writing. Not that I hate writing but maybe somehow. I don’t like reading books and stories that’s why, when I became ESEP A I feel out of place because I have really no idea what they are talking about. Science fiction stories, books, computers are not familiar to our place way back then. I realized that I learned a lot of things these past 3 years and even now.
The Branches of my Confessions
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Personal Stuffs
I'm Jackline Rose Bobadilla Palas. I slightly hate my middle name and my surname. Bobadilla? sounds like "boba" and "bobo". Palas? it is like "malas". Anyways, it's all doesn't matter as long as I have my middle name and my surname. Maybe you are curious about my nickname in the past years. Some of our ancestors called me "Kiray". I really hate that name seriously -_- Damn it! I also hate those persons calling me by my surname. I don't know I just feel unusual and different. Believe it or not I don't consider those people as my friends. Judgmental?Sensitive? Yeah, i'm so sensitive yet insensitive but it depends. I don't like those people who tease me "below the belt". Sometimes I don't like people to praise me because I feel that the words that came out are different on how they feel towards me. I hate dogs and animal stuffs though I'm "animal". I always blame myself and later feel so down. I have no confidence ever since. I'm so poor in talking in front of the other people and in grammatical. I'm so stupid in speaking and writing in English. I'm just trying hard. Basically I have nothing but God!
Fake Friends
It's inevitable to encounter "fake friends". Actually I have a lot friends. I just don't know who among them are real and who are not. But I feel there are some of them who are fake. We've been together since first year or second year but this time I feel something horrible towards our friendship. I don't want to shout out who are them because I know they know who they are. Maybe you're so clueless but that's life. Sometimes we need to be clueless for us to have a courage to solve the puzzle. I admit maybe sometimes I'm being fake; fake because they force me to deal with that. Not to brag but I can say I'm friendly. My mother always reminded me to be good and act who I really am. For me, those fake friends can't beat someone unless they'll change. Being fake is like living your life with toys around you. But it's okay if that's what they want and who am I to judge them.
Love
As many people say “Love is good”. I was in grade II when I had my crush. I have a crush on him since Grade II until first year. Imagine! So it’s been five years. I thought he will be my first and last but that feeling fades when I met him (referring to other guy). He’s my crush when I was in second year until now. I have many crush but I believe that “Crush” is different from the “Real Crush”. Why am I saying this? It’s okay besides the farewell is coming. Child abuse! That’s what my friends said because I’m older than my crush. Age doesn’t matter Lol (Defense Mechanism). Not to assume but I really have a feeling that he also has a feeling for me. That feeling never failed me. Yes, he confessed. But crush is crush and that’s all. I have no intention to step on the next level. Oh my gosh! That’s enough!
Fiesta Incident
We celebrated the fiesta of our Barangay that time (January 31, 2015). Some of my classmates and friends went to our house. Many things happened that time. There are also bad vibes happened but that’s okay. But the moment I won’t forget is this story. My classmates leave about 5:30 PM it’s just happened that TF and Judy don’t want to leave yet. TF did her Quipper to our computer while Judy helped me in our store. They said they want to sleepover in our house. We called their mom and dad. Oh my gosh! I can’t imagine that we will do it for our sake. Yeah, we lie. We called their parents and said that they will spend their night in our house because of some projects. More interrogations happened. Since this is my first time to do that I really don’t know what to say. Mind blow alert! This is the first and last I swear! My conscience is flying around my head. But that was fun and unforgettable. :)
Idols
I know some of my friends know who are my idols as well as my wife Loljk. Yeah, I'm a K-pop fan. Some of people said that K-pop is "jeje". All I can say is" Jeje your face; Damn you bitches!". I don't mind if you don't like them as long as you know how to respect others. One more thing I will confess is that I'm a Jadine fan (James Reid and Nadine Lustre). Actually I don't want to say it to my classmates because they might said that I'm being jeje as well as my bias. But I learned that we don't need to sacrifice our true happiness just to accept us by the other people.Those jeje people are those who act so immature and those bitches that don't know how to respect other people's choice.
I'm Jackline Rose Bobadilla Palas. I slightly hate my middle name and my surname. Bobadilla? sounds like "boba" and "bobo". Palas? it is like "malas". Anyways, it's all doesn't matter as long as I have my middle name and my surname. Maybe you are curious about my nickname in the past years. Some of our ancestors called me "Kiray". I really hate that name seriously -_- Damn it! I also hate those persons calling me by my surname. I don't know I just feel unusual and different. Believe it or not I don't consider those people as my friends. Judgmental?Sensitive? Yeah, i'm so sensitive yet insensitive but it depends. I don't like those people who tease me "below the belt". Sometimes I don't like people to praise me because I feel that the words that came out are different on how they feel towards me. I hate dogs and animal stuffs though I'm "animal". I always blame myself and later feel so down. I have no confidence ever since. I'm so poor in talking in front of the other people and in grammatical. I'm so stupid in speaking and writing in English. I'm just trying hard. Basically I have nothing but God!
Fake Friends
It's inevitable to encounter "fake friends". Actually I have a lot friends. I just don't know who among them are real and who are not. But I feel there are some of them who are fake. We've been together since first year or second year but this time I feel something horrible towards our friendship. I don't want to shout out who are them because I know they know who they are. Maybe you're so clueless but that's life. Sometimes we need to be clueless for us to have a courage to solve the puzzle. I admit maybe sometimes I'm being fake; fake because they force me to deal with that. Not to brag but I can say I'm friendly. My mother always reminded me to be good and act who I really am. For me, those fake friends can't beat someone unless they'll change. Being fake is like living your life with toys around you. But it's okay if that's what they want and who am I to judge them.
Love
As many people say “Love is good”. I was in grade II when I had my crush. I have a crush on him since Grade II until first year. Imagine! So it’s been five years. I thought he will be my first and last but that feeling fades when I met him (referring to other guy). He’s my crush when I was in second year until now. I have many crush but I believe that “Crush” is different from the “Real Crush”. Why am I saying this? It’s okay besides the farewell is coming. Child abuse! That’s what my friends said because I’m older than my crush. Age doesn’t matter Lol (Defense Mechanism). Not to assume but I really have a feeling that he also has a feeling for me. That feeling never failed me. Yes, he confessed. But crush is crush and that’s all. I have no intention to step on the next level. Oh my gosh! That’s enough!
Fiesta Incident
We celebrated the fiesta of our Barangay that time (January 31, 2015). Some of my classmates and friends went to our house. Many things happened that time. There are also bad vibes happened but that’s okay. But the moment I won’t forget is this story. My classmates leave about 5:30 PM it’s just happened that TF and Judy don’t want to leave yet. TF did her Quipper to our computer while Judy helped me in our store. They said they want to sleepover in our house. We called their mom and dad. Oh my gosh! I can’t imagine that we will do it for our sake. Yeah, we lie. We called their parents and said that they will spend their night in our house because of some projects. More interrogations happened. Since this is my first time to do that I really don’t know what to say. Mind blow alert! This is the first and last I swear! My conscience is flying around my head. But that was fun and unforgettable. :)
Idols
I know some of my friends know who are my idols as well as my wife Loljk. Yeah, I'm a K-pop fan. Some of people said that K-pop is "jeje". All I can say is" Jeje your face; Damn you bitches!". I don't mind if you don't like them as long as you know how to respect others. One more thing I will confess is that I'm a Jadine fan (James Reid and Nadine Lustre). Actually I don't want to say it to my classmates because they might said that I'm being jeje as well as my bias. But I learned that we don't need to sacrifice our true happiness just to accept us by the other people.Those jeje people are those who act so immature and those bitches that don't know how to respect other people's choice.